I have to decide what I would be after years from now. Someone's identity is not a name given by others, not a relationship also. Identity is something which one establish in yesterday. I had a long fight with my own society on this issue. I refused to be typical and do what others decided for me. After four years of such bitter fight, still I am feeling I have a long long way to go. I need to touch my dream which might keep my identity as a warrior. It should be my identity which might rewrite others reality.
Now-a-days I have become so reticent that my friends and foes are thinking I am going to be non extant. Yeah, its true. I have stopped presenting myself in virtual and mundane world both. I am not expressing any of my achievements to anyone. Even I am not satisfied yet in my performance. I have experienced our culturally poor society as well. I kinda lost interest in expressing my views with others. We Bangladeshi people are mostly like to show off something extravagantly. But I have never seen the real heroes to do that. People might forget their name one day, but their works would exist. Unfortunately very few people can realize this. Such understanding is forcing me to find my place among truly enlightened people who work more but talk less. I want to be focused into ideas, not into people. I am feeling that I need to end the remaining social relationships too. Social relationship is just deafening my ear, nothing more. Society is always my opponent. :)
